July 01...
"Har raat ek nayi subhaah layegi
khushi kabhi na kabhi toh phir muskurayegi
gam jitna chahe apna pehra jamaale
aakhir ek kiran roshni ki zaroor ayegi..."
andheri raat thi, tez baarish ki boonndein,
uske aankhon ki nami ko dhak rahi thi.
baarish mein bheegne se usse ek ajeeb sa sakoon milta tha.
maano jaise har zakham bhar raha ho,
jaise uski zindagi mein koi naya mode,
jald hi dastak dene waala ho...
ikkis saal ka prem,
gusse mein ghar se bahar nikla,
aur kise se bina kuch kahe,
apne bike ki chabi uthaye, chal pada.
zindagi mein woh aaise mukaam pe khada tha,
zahaan zindagi khud ek sazaa ban chuki thi.
bina kisi wajah usse ghutan mehsoos ho rahi thi...
woh yaadein, jinke liye woh kabhi jiyaa karta tha,
ab bojh banne lagi thi.
woh dost zinpe prem apni jaan lutata tha,
aab usse is baat ka dilaasa de rahe the,
ki zindagi kisi ek insaan ke liye nahi rukti!
iss hadh tak, ki bina kisi ka dil dukhaye,
woh kuch keh hi nahi paata tha...
har baat pe nok-jokh!!!
har cheez par paabandi!!!
har ek din, har ek lamha aise guzarta,
jaise wah apni zindagi udhaar pe jee raha ho...
hawaaon ke rukh ko badalne ki uski chaah thi!
par devdaas mann, un lamhoan ke pinjre mein kaid rehta!
chehre pe hasi ka toh sirf mukhoata tha!
aaj... ussne apne chaar saaloan ke pyaar se naata tod diya tha!!!
woh pyaar, jiski buniyaad par usne bina apni parvaah kiye,
kuch kathoar faisle kiye the...
woh pyaar, jiske bal par usne itni kaamyaabi haasil ki,
ki wah jeena hi bhool gaya tha...
woh pyaar, joh uske jeene ki wajah ban gaya tha!
bhalay hi woh pyaar... ek darfaa hi kyun na ho!!!
uska mann bechain hone lagaa...
kya usne sahi kadam uthaya tha?
kahin usne yeh faisla karne mein der toh nahi kar di?
kahin woh is wajah se kuch uttpataan na kar baithe!
koi usse hoaslaa deta ki sab thik ho jayega,
toh koi usse kehta ki usne bilkul sahi kiya!
par koi usse yeh nahi kehta...
ki woh aage kya kare???
- to be continued....
________________________________________________
.................................Tanhaa dil....................
"Har raat ek nayi subhaah layegi
khushi kabhi na kabhi toh phir muskurayegi
gam jitna chahe apna pehra jamaale
aakhir ek kiran roshni ki zaroor ayegi..."
andheri raat thi, tez baarish ki boonndein,
uske aankhon ki nami ko dhak rahi thi.
baarish mein bheegne se usse ek ajeeb sa sakoon milta tha.
maano jaise har zakham bhar raha ho,
jaise uski zindagi mein koi naya mode,
jald hi dastak dene waala ho...
ikkis saal ka prem,
gusse mein ghar se bahar nikla,
aur kise se bina kuch kahe,
apne bike ki chabi uthaye, chal pada.
zindagi mein woh aaise mukaam pe khada tha,
zahaan zindagi khud ek sazaa ban chuki thi.
bina kisi wajah usse ghutan mehsoos ho rahi thi...
woh yaadein, jinke liye woh kabhi jiyaa karta tha,
ab bojh banne lagi thi.
woh dost zinpe prem apni jaan lutata tha,
aab usse is baat ka dilaasa de rahe the,
ki zindagi kisi ek insaan ke liye nahi rukti!
iss hadh tak, ki bina kisi ka dil dukhaye,
woh kuch keh hi nahi paata tha...
har baat pe nok-jokh!!!
har cheez par paabandi!!!
har ek din, har ek lamha aise guzarta,
jaise wah apni zindagi udhaar pe jee raha ho...
hawaaon ke rukh ko badalne ki uski chaah thi!
par devdaas mann, un lamhoan ke pinjre mein kaid rehta!
chehre pe hasi ka toh sirf mukhoata tha!
aaj... ussne apne chaar saaloan ke pyaar se naata tod diya tha!!!
woh pyaar, jiski buniyaad par usne bina apni parvaah kiye,
kuch kathoar faisle kiye the...
woh pyaar, jiske bal par usne itni kaamyaabi haasil ki,
ki wah jeena hi bhool gaya tha...
woh pyaar, joh uske jeene ki wajah ban gaya tha!
bhalay hi woh pyaar... ek darfaa hi kyun na ho!!!
uska mann bechain hone lagaa...
kya usne sahi kadam uthaya tha?
kahin usne yeh faisla karne mein der toh nahi kar di?
kahin woh is wajah se kuch uttpataan na kar baithe!
koi usse hoaslaa deta ki sab thik ho jayega,
toh koi usse kehta ki usne bilkul sahi kiya!
par koi usse yeh nahi kehta...
ki woh aage kya kare???
- to be continued....
________________________________________________
.................................Tanhaa dil....................
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